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I'm staring out into the night,
And trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
and feeling good don't ever cost a thing,
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
I'm going home to the place where I belong,
where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong,
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.

-Chris Daughtry

10:05 PM
I've got the most awesome cousins!

Hahas I know I'm lucky 'cos my cousins and I are pretty tight. I mean, we hang out together a whole lot (we always have a pretty good time, which is really cool) and I think it's nice the way that we try to get together to celebrate the birthdays or special occasions for each other because I know not many people share that same kind of relationship with their cousins, or their aunties, for that matter.

To be honest, we've might not have the greatest relationships with each other growing up but grown up, I'll say we're a heck of a team. My older cousins work hard to look out for me, keep me on the straight and narrow, and I try to do the same for my younger cousins. I think that's what family means, you know, just looking out for each other.

Hahas I didn't have an epiphany or anything, but the greatest thing just happened and I'm really excited. Heh. Seriously, it's super cool and it's the next best thing since I won't be able to celebrate my birthday. Okay actually, this is WAY better than that.

But I'm keeping this to myself in case it doesn't pan out.

Hahas! I think that tells you a whole lot about me mann. There's always this little voice at the back of my head telling me not to get all worked up and excited about it on the offchance that things could go wrong.

Oh hell, I think I've been really jaded and cynical and weary ever since school started and all that shit hit the fan. I keep expecting to come off second best or for things to screw up. Maybe, maybe the crazy weather's getting to me and I'm losing my head. Maybe, maybe that's just me.

Hahas whatever it is, it's the mummy's birthday tomorrow and I'm thinking of waking up early to buy breakfast for her. I think people shouldn't have to eat bread on their birthdays, it's kind of sad but then again, going to holland v just to get porridge sounds dumb and like a lot of work. LOL. We'll see lar, anyway she wakes up really early so I best be getting to bed now if I want to beat her to it.

Nights world.