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I'm staring out into the night,
And trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
and feeling good don't ever cost a thing,
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.
I'm going home to the place where I belong,
where your love has always been enough for me.
I'm running from you know I think you got me all wrong,
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
But these places and these faces are getting old,
So I'm going home.

-Chris Daughtry

6:29 PM
When I believed.

"There was once a little girl, who fell in love. Once, then a second time. The first time, the flame blew out, and the feelings faded. For a while, she was bitter, insercure. Afterall, they had promised each other forever.
But most of all, she was alone.
Then one day, she set her eyes upon a most beautiful person in the most unlikely of places. There was chemistry between them, though neither of them expected to fall in love with the other. As days went by, they became the best of friends. They called each other every night and often talked for hours, and this little girl was blissful happy.
Together, they braved many storms.
And this little girl didn't feel lonely anymore.
Soon, this little girl discovered that she was falling in love with her most beautiful friend. And on this one perfect day, one of those days where everything works out fine, this little girl received a most beautiful declaration of love from her most beautiful friend. From that perfect day onwards, the bond between them grew in leaps and bounds. They were inseperable. Along the way, from one wonderful day to the other, there were sad days. Days where they would fight over the silliest of things, but it just made them stronger.
this little girl started believing.
Days passed quickly for this happy little girl. Her life consisted of school, her most beautiful friend and her other equally-wonderful-in-other-ways friends. For very much the first time in her life, this little girl was living life with meaning.

For the first time in her life, this little girl believed."
- Written on 22nd Jan, 2004.

I miss believing, but more than that, I miss everything about you.